Graduation

I've officially graduated to a real OB!  My first appointment is next Wednesday.

I feel like I've gained 20 lbs, but I've actually lost 5 lbs.  I haven't thrown up yet, but I make sure to eat small meals throughout the day.  I'm happy.  I'm still really scared and freaked out, but mostly I'm happy.

Is this really going to happen? 

(still keeping my fingers crossed!)